24 NOV'09
he treat me today. just ice cream will do. haha,, maybe, next time we go lunch together. today, the best day ever! going out with friends , eat at PIZZA HUT,, watch movie, 2012 .. haha,, after that, went to ION at orchard.. text him, to blanja me macd - as in joking. and he really went to blanja me, but i'm not hungry,, i just want to talk to him, so walking home,, he walks me home,, haha,, talking, laughing.. great time with him...
but, i dont know, if i want to be with him. i mean, i dont wish to be hurt again... i know,, i understand,, li ying, my work partner told me that, not everyone is cruel, i know that,, its just that, i'm confused!!!!!!
he's nice,, everyone told me that, and i also know he's kind.
onece, he deliver me food,, kept on asking , what i want, and he would buy it for me,, but, i dont know if i should be with him or not..
i thought after that , i will be able to have a happy single life,, but,, he came to me ,, too eraly.. omg! what am i gonna do?!!
day by day,, he text or call..
but, day by day,, i kept thinking to ignored him and leave.
i can't.
omg.
idk.

addicted to a song called , Collide by Howie Day..
its a nice song to listened to, especially at night..

so, she got her answered, she asked him, and he told her that he falls for her. she was happy , yeah i am happy for her. at least she got the better one than the previous one, so the Mat Rep! EWW! he totally sucks to the core! hahahas..

yesterday, it was a bit fun.. yeah, fun to make new friend, F. haha,, he's a great guy, though.. well, he was from my school, and yeah, we saw each other , but dont talk much.. i add him at FB, and he accept.. so , we begin to chatt.. till arnd 1am plus! hahah.. he's cute lahh.... the very gentlemen.



life must go on, with or without the one that we loved the most.

Hello! Its been awhile since I've start to blog.. Lots of things to type out.. haha..
Firstly, N level has ended, i felt great though. but somehow, i felt scared, about the results.. Hmm, but i have a lil confident, that i've pass! we'll see thenn.. so after N level, decided to look for a JOB! .. lots of dramas here and there,, haha,, well, i've finally got one, EVENT CREW at the Aiport.. together with my classmates,, its like all of a sudden, BETTY call me, today, i was SHOCKED! haha,, call atikah first,haha,, i;m so happy,,, at first i thought i didnt get it, cause they couldnt reach me as my pp8 have not yet topup - HAHA.. so ,i was sad at first.. then, she called me today, cant believe it.. haha..

so, 1ST November, the day that i hope he would asked me that qns again, ended with a sad ending.. he did not do what i was hoping for. but, i understand his situation now, yah, its exams now , so i dont hoped it too much. i know, he would not do it, i just got the feelings.. i'm supposely does not need to wait for someone who is a heartless person,, what for having a nice , handsome face but has a heart that is made of stone? what for? How i wish i had not known him , i woudnt be like this.. and now, let me live my life happily,, i hope he wont find me.. i just wanna forget him.. and start a new life,, new job, made new friends, do new things... i just hoped , i can cope with this. hahaha,,, thats ME!


why must LOVE?
WHY?