lol

To my father, Happy Birthday.




Alright, I have nothing to say here.
Good Night, <3!

sorry

I'M SORRRY MUHD.

Sorry for not updating.

Lots of things in my mind now.


Firstly, F1 was awesome! Eventhough there is somethings going on and yeah, I managed to calm myself down. To continue with my work with a big smile! Some drunkard guys, some pretty ladies with their high heels and also dresses. WTHeck. Some pretty boys. Some TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO RICH PEOPLE. I just to be among them eventhough for 3days. LOL. Its fun to watch it, hear it for free. I've learned alot for the past 3 days... It wasn't easy. Overall, I enjoyed it so much!

To all of you : I had fun with you all. Enjoy!

Last day of F1, they drink and I'm drunk. WTHeck. I was walking down the road, feeling giddy.. And yeah, people think I drink. WTHeck.

Deaf. Mute.

Sometimes being deaf and mute is the best thing. I don't have to hear people's nonsense or whatever they have to say about me. I don't have to comment or say anything to them. I just lead a simple life by keeping quiet and not even hearing anything. Maybe you think I'm mad now. But NO. I'm serious. I saw those girls, as mentioned aboved , in my school. And they just seems so Happy. Their friends, learn those sign language so that it's easier for them to communicate with. I've once tried. But fail. And I want to try it again.. Once again, I'm not mad.
I'm just so frustrated now. Hell yeah.

Went to Orchard with a friend of mine, Fika. Fcuk Ez-Link card. Bloody. You make me PANIC like one bitch going to and fro the bloody interchange. Bloody. I've been saying, Fcuk, Shit & CB for like almost half of the day.. Thanks for listening to it eh Fika. WTH.

*sorry for the vulgarities*

ALright, went there and saw this guy that always were in the same bus with me. AWW. The very first time, we smiled. I'm such and idiot at that time. My face was like, WTFH you doing here face!! So, went to shop. Met Fika's mum. Talked. Talked. Met my mum. Eat. Eat. Eat like one kind of a pig that's in the process of growing. LOL.

Text people.
*I'm waiting for you to text me and yet........... Nevermind.*
Text Farkhan. Thanks for the wish. Alright, I guess you must be sleeping now, because of me forcing you too. I told him this ; ' Farkhan kalau tidur, muker confirm buruk nyer! ' and he say ; ' TAK BAIK SEY ' . Hahah! I miss you, come back home faster can?????



I miss your white helmet. Your Crocs. Your Green crumpler bag. And most importantly, I miss YOU!! KAYPO!



** I looked at the slow time, not doing anything. Thinking, where are you? What are you doing? Don't you think about me too? I don't think so. I'm upset. **

' Pagkat tayong dalawa, ay sa isa't isa '

Search the name of my title yourself. HAHA!!

Alright, You've made me panic SB. Padan Muker aku!! HAHAHAH!!
I'm sorry for bringing it up. Let's drop the topic. I'm sorry ok?
SB<3


Hey Farkhan, I know it's RABAK IN CAMP RIGHT?! HAHAH!! Take care ok GILER! :D

Alright, I had no mood to say anything today. Sorry ya.


I love you muhd.<3

Giraffee

Happy Birthday to ADNAN MANSOR. I'm the first to wish kan, I KNOW! This is a Advance wish for you buddy!

For the past years, I've known you, you're the best and the nicest guy! Keep it up and go and find a GF OK! HAHA!!

Take care buddy. Enjoy your day!! :D

You girraffe! hahah!

Aku puisikan namamu

Random title. It came from this one old malay songs, by Ella. It's nice though. Alright, I'm now hearing my father's girlfriend songs, Fauziah Latiff. LOL. I'm getting my head, filling it up with old malay songs now. LOL. Ok this word is kindda irritating sometimes, LOL!! Alright, since mum has now worked, I have to clean up the house every morning now. WALAO! It's ok. I'm used to it. Wake up early, clean and clean. Rest and rest. Then text and text.

How long must you wait? You asked me that question yesterday. I've answered it. You don't have to wait. You know what I mean by that right? I've given you my answer and you've gave me yours. Happy? I'm glad to know the truth from you. About you and your past. I'm glad you did that. I really had a great time with you yesterday. Thanks once again. Insyallah, we'll go out again one day..Insyallah..
We text quite alot today, and I'm happy. Thanks for everything. <3 <3

The stressing is BACK. OH NO. Alright, It's ok. I'm used to last minute work. BLEAH!! HAHA!!!

Jocelyn, you make me laugh out loud like a mad girl! You and you O TO CARE?! HAH!
CHARGE BATTERY * DOING THE ACTION * OMG. HAHA! Girl, I love you my friend. WE're the K-POP BUDDIES, Plus Phoebe TOO!!! You girls, made my day almost everyday!!

AKU SAYANG KORANG! GO K-POP! HAHAHA!

Dear Brother, Thanks for the MILKTEA. I know you bought it ( USING MY BALANCE MONEY ) -__-' But, no matter what, you're the nice brother I had. EVENTHOUGH I SOMETIMES FIGHT WITH YOU, AND YOU PUNCH ME, I WON'T MAKE YOU CRY,I WON'T HURT YOU. I LOVE YOU MY BROTHER. <3 <3


I LOVE YOU MUHD. <3 <3

I Love you, Muhd.

Went to collect pass and uniforms with Syafiq. Had lunch with him. We talked and laughed alot!! I get to see his pics while he's hair is like, LONGER then NOW. HAHA! Buddy, you're such a nice person! Thanks for this morning.


So, after that, He met his GF and I went to meet mine. HAHA. Waited and waited. Abit late. Its ok. Went somewhere to peace out my mind.. We talked. We laughed. We joked around with each other. I'm happy to hear all the stuffs that we used to have. Like, fighting with each other.. BF, I promised not to do that again..I remembered it, when things happened during the Ramadhan month. It's funny. But, there is some part where you told me, make me abit sad.
Those past of yours,you have to erased it. No matter how hard it is, you have to. People needs a second chance, that's what you told me before. Let the past be the past. There's no used for you to bring it up.. I know you're sad while telling me about it. I know how it feels like. Losing someone that you've known for years. And it happened right in front of you. SB<3, Let it go okay.

How long you have to wait? I have no idea. I just don't know.
4 years? 4 months? 4 weeks? 4 days? 4 hours? 4 mins? 4 secs?
Guess, you just have to wait.

You make me laugh, with you acting as a NYAH. Funny! Sing me that song plus doing the actions and I just love it! HAHAHA!! Laughing my ass out!


I had fun with you. You're so much fun to be with, <3!!

psssssst, NO SKIRT OK!! HAHAH!!!!!

So damn hard

I'm crying again. I miss you so much. This feeling sucks. WHY OH WHY!!!!!!
This sucks. Seriously.
WHATS WRONG WITH ME. I'VE FOUND SOMEBODY AND YOU'RE BACK. OH GOD.. HELP ME WITH THIS ONE THING HERE.. HELP ME PLEASE..

I just miss you. Thats all.. Just miss.. I didn't know that day would be the last day seeing you around.. Friend, I miss you so much.. Please come back and meet me, please? :(

What's wrong with me

What's wrong with me? I've been crying in the bus. Remembering you. OMG. What's wrong with me? I should be happy, not crying over you. You don't even think of me, Do you? I kept thinking of you. I've tried not too. But, I just miss you so much my dear friend. I thought of asking you to do me a favour, and now, I can't.

Alright, I'm trying..
Dah dah, STOP IT OK..

Tomorrow, have to collect the pass and uniform for the F1. Oh dear, I'm going to ITE BISHAN. Well, going with syafiq then. At noon...
I'm not in the RAYA mood now, sorry friends. I ain't joining.
Meet SB<3 tomorrow. HAHA!! Wondering how it would be then. OMG. hahah!!


I want to work! THIS IS SERIOUS!

My BF

I just love you G-Dragon and Top. MUACKS MUACKS!

I'm going to miss you now.

To F,I told you to tell me right? About you going? Why didn't you? I just got to know today. OH MY. I'm going to miss you my dear friend..
Now, I won't get to see you around there. The place where you will usually be.. The last time I saw you was, you were driving down the road, and I guess, you saw me. Cause you came from my back. Yeah. I miss you Mohd Farkhan Yusoff.



I'm happy now. Hopefully you're happy now too. I miss you much friend..



I felt happy for those who love me. I appreciate it. B, I LOVE YOU <3!

Buang yang keruh. Ambil yang jernih.

Buang yang keruh, Ambil yang jernih.
Baru teguh peribadi.
Apa guna berselisihan faham?

Random sia. Alright. The plan is, not to online today. But as soon as I step into my room, I went straight to on my computer....

Tired. Just got back home and yeah i can feel the something watery in my nose now, EWW.
Due to sleeping late at night, stress.
URGH, IRRITATING PE!

Past few days, busy all the way... After Effects, I think I've got to put MORE MORE EFFORT IN IT!!



So, today, bought a shoe. Which is purple in colour? WTH haha. It's nice though. HAHAH!

Ok, i have no bloody idea to say. I'm tired.....................................


SO, bye bye people. :) <3


I love you. <3

Implode

Implode by BOA, A korean singer.
I just love the song so much.
This song means alot to me.
I posted it at FB, So check it out. ( with ENG Sub )

Thanks Mami.
Mami tadi nyanyi untuk Ah Cha.
She sing a old malay song for me.
Thanks.
Now, I'm addicted to it.
Senandung Kasih is the title of the song.
I cried hearing it.

OK DAH CUKUP.

BABY BABY BABY OOOOOOOOOOOOOH...


STAY MY LOVE. STAY.



Alright, stressing is back. But si Faris is not back home yet!! hahah.. Soccer with friendss.. HAHA> Ok nevermind.... Let him enjoy-ing eh!!


I love you, MILKTEA. You're my HONEY. HUN. HUN.



chatting with my lil cousin.
K-POP AGAIN!

you can't separate me with my MILKTEA and K-POP, They are in my blood now baby!

SuperJunior. BOA. BigBang. :)
AWESOMESAUCESEXXY BABY!

It's you

HAHAHA!
See the KECOHNESS at my FB? HAHA
Go see then.

To Syawal( MY SB <3) and Bob Izaki: BBY, I LOVE YOU GUYS. You both are just so sweet and cute. I Like!!!

You make me laugh.
You make me cry.
I Love You.

You're my Beautiful Love.

I'm happy.
NO, I'm not.
I'm happy.
NO! I'M NOT!

Your Love is keeping me alive..
I Love you.
I simpy do.


That guy smiling at me.
I turn my back.
Wondering, why he smile at me?
And when I was at Cotton On, He was there.
With a friend.
I thought nothing happen.
I ignore.
He says something to his friend.
His friend look at me.
I was like, ' What you looking? Wanna die ah?' LOL ~ MacamPaham.com
So, I walk around.
He kept looking.
Follow me..
Then, I went out as fast as possible.
And went HOME STRAIGHT.
NOT LOOKING BACK!!!


I feel like having a boyfriend ah.
But, this heart keeps saying no.
HOW?
I want.
But, HOW.
hahah
~ PERANGAI SAK ~

K-POP... I fall in love with you K-POP.
I don't know why.
You're just so sexy!!
AWESOMESAUCESEXXY!



SB, be patient. Don't have to be angry ok. Settle things nicely. Insyallah, You can do it. :)



Tadi pagi, terlanggar kerusi KAYU JATI kepunyaan MAK AKU. SAKIT PER! LEBAM BENGKAK!!
BAIK!

BOO

Selamat Hari Raya

Selamat Hari Raya to all muslims that is celebrating it now. Maaf Zahir and Batin.


First day of Raya: AWESOME TO THE MAX! It's kindda tiring thoughh.
Second day of Raya: SAME!
Third day of Raya : RELAX. CHILL.


When I heard the Takbir that night, I cried. Remembering all the lates. Especially my grandparents(mum side) and my grandpa(father side). I cried so much. But I avoid to let my mum see me cry. I'm sad. But, as time goes by, that feeling fade away.

Getting to meet my cousins and all my aunts & uncles, makes me happy. I love you all so much. Thanks for the days that we've spent together.. At one point, when they told me that they're going to my old house, which is at MarineParade, the feeling came.

That place is where I grew up. Memories lies there. LOTS OF IT. I spent my childhood there. And I will always remember that place... Will always in my heart. AWWWW...

Alright, Pics, let's do the talking!!





I love you, You know who you are. :) <3

forget me

**To my loveable guys : I'm gonna miss you guys. I pity you guys. Even when i'm now typing it out, I'm starting to miss you guys.
**To BF : Mesti lah GF miss you kan.. HAHA! GoodLuck and SELAMAT HARI RAYA BF! <3



Is! You're the best! HAHA! I'll try the Nasi Briyani Pisang, OK?? And you must try mine, which is Blood plus honey with Ice and Pearls.. Tasty!! OK?




* Kepada semua umat islam, Saya ingin mengucapkan selamat hari raya, Maaf zahir dan batin.

Ampunkan segala dosa dan halalkan makan dan minum saya. Amin.

This year raya, Won't be the same without my love ones.



** Jangan memilih aku, Jika engkau tidak sanggup setia.
Stick to one. Please do not flirt around. If you're single, yes you may. HAHAH! Random sia me. WTH..

GEREK

Ok, Now it's 1.37am now. And i just bath, SO FRESHING! Ok, I'm busy lately. So, sorry for not replying texts or anything. I'm way to busy, baby!!
Ok, For tuesday stories..
I get my hands on the cornflakes and also kokocrunch!!!
I bake it, OK!!

To Farkhan Yusoff , Congrats for passing your TP!! Big bike eh! I love your Bike now! Nak tumpang can? HAHA! Ey, once you got your new bike, your old one, can give me?? HAHAH! * Muker tak tau malu nyer anak! * I WANT GILERA, NOT GILE- LA!! JAHAT SEY FARKHAN!! HAHA!! Pssttttttt, tumpang can?? hahahaaaa



Backbone is being a bitch now. SAKIT! BETCH AH YOU!! I BENCI YOU, BACKBONE!

I want to play soccer for my PE lessons later, but, I'm scared. I'm fasting and scared couldnt TAHAN!!! And I don't know if I wanna go school later. Backbone still in pain. Couldnt help it..


I WANT TO PLAY SOCCERRRRRRRRRRRRR!

Monday Fun

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HONEY, ISHAQ AKA SHAQIE QUZAIN!! AKU SAYANG KAU, KERBAU! HAHAHAH! SEMOGA OUR FRIENDSHIP KEKAL OK? AND AND AND , SMILE ALWAYS! JOM, WE TALK CRAP AGAIN BUDDY! SAYYYYYYYYYYYYANG KAUUUUUUUU!






MY WORK!

NICE BUTT! *WHAT THE HELL!*

MUN-DEI

MONDAY! BORING PER!
Today, 11mins late for SCHOOL AH!
NEW RECORD AH BABE!
At schoool, STRESSING NAK MAMPOS PER!
Then, when its time to go home, LAUGH OUT LOUD NAK MAMPOS.
*Inside Joke eh* REBONDING! HAHAHA


It's raining ah sayang. Run with Eyfa and Fika. FUNNY SIA.
Then, I'M SICK NOWWWWWWWWW! THANKS RAIN!


ARIE, YOU'RE ON TVVVVVVVVVVVVVVV!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Pink baju kurung per!! HAHAH!!
SAYANG KAU!

Now, chatting with FARIS.. Kita kita awak awak saya saya. HAHA! CHEESE!!! He's cute though.. We are now BESTIES!! HEHEH!!!




Yes love, 27Th July..
I randomly text you that.
I don't know why.
SB <3

Let the pictures do the talking.

This is for You.. Too bad, I can't give it to you.. I LOVE YOU.

AFA, HAZIQO and EENI!

JAHAT! HAHAH! I found this! somewhere...

BORED!

I'm happy if you're happy with your love one.

I don't want to think about it so much. It'll hurt. So, I'm trying to make myself busy with stuffs. I remember every word that you say. I don't want to think so much about you. I love the way you call me.. But, it's all over, I guess. It's ok, I'll be fine. I'm happy to see you happy with your love one.. I'm smiling widely eventhough it hurts..

I remember the very first time get to know you.
I remember the very first time you text me.
I remember every single thing.
I'll remember, 27Th July 2010.

I remember every word that you say and it keeps playing around in my mind.
The day you tell me everything.
The thing that you say.
Those words you say.
Those hearts that you gave.
Those smiles that you gave.

I'll never forget it all. Simply because, I LOVE YOU...
But, I may not get the chance to say it.
Nevermind.
I'll let it go then.


Yesterday was horrible. I didn't sleep till now. I can't sleep, thinking about him. His words. My reactions. Oh, It sucks. I hate it..
When it comes to Sahur, I ate alot. Mum said that i've gone crazy. I ignored and ate as much as possible. Then I found myself, in the toilet, throwing it up. Blood in there. It was so DISGUSTING VOMIT EVER IN MY WHOLE LIFE! Well, after those terrible thing happened, I lay down on my bed. Thinking and thinking till now thinking.
I've made cookies with all my heart and soul in it. I stopped thinking about him, till he text me something which made me shed tears...

It's been so long since you last call me that. I remember the time where i denied about it and you convinced me again and again, without fail..
Those times... They're just so cute. But, now, no more right?
I guess so..


Was it just your attitude?
It's tearing me apart.
Like I say; I'm smiling widely eventhough it hurts.

Random

Dear F or FARKHAN YUSOFF, You're being so random today!! HAHA!
You kaypo and silly guy! Haha..
* I tell you when i meet you. ok?
I may forget what you did, and I may want to be friends with you back.. I realised that, I'm the one that is too much.. I'm sorry. WE KAWAN KAWAN ok??


Ok, BYE NAK TIDO!

Natrious

That name above was given a one hour ago by Is. HAHA! He's my listening ears. Thanks Buddy! He cheered me up yesterday. Our inside jokes! HEEHE!!

Ishaq, I'm sure you're gonna be alright.. Be strong. You can do it!! :))


Well, I really have nothing to say. All the truth has been said...

Just smile now.. Make myself happy..That's all.. :)

Let the pictures do the talking.

This is LOVE. See the guy beside me, your right hand side.. He's nice and friendly! I Miss This Class! The fun. The laughter. The jokes. Especially ALEP! (sitting down holding the bear) CUTE RIGHT HE? AWW!


Its a must to have these at night. While waiting for someone to text me.. HEHEE...

Alhamdulillah. It's done. But i think, i want to paint the center part too.

La Familia...

Me and Sayang....

4 Anak Dara....

LOVE

Happy Birthday to my ABANGSEDARA!! I LOVE YOU GUY!

Hey hey CREBO!! I didn't know that i would meet you! And thanks eh, for SHOUTING THAT NICKNAME! Malu sia! WHAT THE HELL EH!


Dear Love, I dreamt about you.. Weird. I was sleeping in your arms and suddenly I woke up and I have to leave you.. You drive me home. But on the way home, I asked you stopped somewhere, leave you and went to another guy.. You cried, I saw. OMG!

WHAT IS THE MEANING OF MY DREAM?? TELL ME!!

Dear Love, Thanks for telling me that you Love me. I appreciate it so much. I kept reading those texts that you send. I appreciate it...









I don't want to broke in, into people's relationship. It'll hurt. She seems so in love with you. I know. She's better off with you. Not me. She's much prettier than me. I'm not.. I'm not.. I have nothing to say. I'm just confuse. Thats all. :D

Why do all good things come to an end?

Flames to dust.
Lovers to friends.
Why do all good things come to an end?
I wonder why.



SO, yesterday it turns out to be a fun day for me!! Went to find my brother baju kurung and also some stuffs. But firstly, before break fast yesterday, this guy, a malay guy, flirting around. Smiling, looking and wanting to TALK. OMG. I WENT AWAY AS FAR AS POSSIBLE EH! And also, while queueing up for food, the same thing happened and this one is an ARABIAN. OMG. I was wondering, why yesterday, people seems so friendly to me? HAHA.. I wonder whyy..

Found my brother baju kurung. Its funny. Me and Arie, we fought! HAHA! I told him, the color 'it's MAROON' and he say 'NO, It's RED LAH.' And all the way we fight.. And at last, he smile and say, 'yah, it's MAROON..' HAHAH!! It's damn funny.

Arie, i love your shoes.. AHAHAH! And and I LOVE YOUR SMILES! HEEHE!!


Friday, I have to go to ITE Simei for the briefing. OWHNO!! I'm nervous now. I've never been INTO the school yet. Luckily, Fika will go with ME! YAY!! Can't wait to meet my friends.. Jojo, Syafiq and MORE LAH!!!


MTV LOGO ASSIGNMENT IS DONE! CASE CLOSED! YIPPEY YA YA!! :D




Dear Eyfa, be strong. Just be patience. But if for me, I would leave him. Since he did that to me, why should I still be with him. Maybe i'll slowly fade away from his life. Think wisely. You have lots of people that simply wants you and love you... There's more out there.. I know you can do it, my dear friend. You can. Remember, don't ever waste your tears for someone like him. Think carefully ok. Make a good choice.. you can do it. :DD


Next week, the last week of fasting month and i don't wish for it to end. I love Ramadan.. I love the month of Syawal too.. It's the time for us to celebrate with our loved ones.. This year Raya won't be the same.. Without my Loved ones.. It won't be the same like before.... It doesn't matter anyway. I have to go on with my life..