Brick by Boring Brick

Last day of school today! yet so happy. Today, we've got a test, a PTV(Production) test, and we've all got to go to school as early as possible, it starts at 1pm and we all got to come to school one hour before our test. so, first thing first, last night study like mad. haha.. well, yesterday i went out with mum to ~~~~. and then went home, but before that, i went to NTUC, buy something loh! and met KALIL!! awwww! i, actually, i didn't realised him till my mum told me that there's someone looked at her and smiling. and to my surprised it was KALIL! haha.. he's kindda cute. hehe. after that, went back home, bla bla bla, and study. it was fun study in that state ( sat on my bed and talked to myself) isn't it great?? UH? hahah.. AND SO TODAY, went to school with Sadiq, he waited for me, AWW!! met the guys at the canteen and we proceed to the class where we took the test. at first, i thought its gonna be hard, harder than the MOCK TEST, but, i realised that, it's kindda EASY! hahaha.. although there's a few careless mistakes. hehehe..

~ SOON AFTER THAT :

after the test , WE CELEBRATE OUR LAST DAY OF SCHOOL TOGETHER!! but only some, not the rest. :(

Went to Tampines Mall, Kopitiam, and ate BAKSO! the rest, i don't quite know about it, some kind of rice... hahahaha.. well, i'm happy when everyone is happy. AWW!! after all that, went home straight.. its raining,

~ LOVE :

and went it rains, it reminds me of someone.. someone who works around five, someone who drives the bike. and that someone is Farkhan.. i don't know why, but that feeling comes suddenly,,, maybe i need time..slowly i could forget him.. it takes time to heal this brokenheart..





there's so much to erase.
i need time.
to heal this brokeheart.
i forgive you.
but,
i won't forget
to what you've done
to me.
i'm so easily to fall on your trap.
all i wanted ,
was you
to come back.
but,
i don't think so.
i'm going to throw
all those memories
but,
i simply can't.

GOD, help me with this.

~ SO :
last day of school, i saw RED SHOES. yeahh, well, i'm not hoping for him, he's better off with someonelse better than me. peace bro. :D

~ HOLIDAYS IS HERE! :

WORK!! WORK!! WORK!! i'm searching for a JOB NOW! any job will do, cause i don't care about it anymore, just a JOB will do. hehe..

~ well, i'm off now. see you tmr.. <3 Nat

its been so long since i've blog

it's been sooo damn long that i've blog. oh my.. but now, i'm all back now.
so here we go again, its the year 2010. i've got into a NEW school which is ITE Tampines. NEW friends were made. NEW teachers. NEW, almost everything. I just love it so much. It is way more better than last year. what i mean is, i felt great than the way before. yeah, i'm doing fine now... so, lots of story to tell, lots of dramas happened within this 5 months.. oh yeahh..

firstly, i miss my late grandpa so muchh! he passed away on the 16TH FEB 2010. It hurts at first, knowing that he's gone. I've cried alot... this year, i've cried quite alot. i'm letting you go.. rest in peace, grandpa. i love you.

Farkhan, you left me without a word. how dare you did this to me.. and now, you're watching me from far..and i'm not going to interrupt in your life anymore. whats going to happen to you, i strictly don't care at all. don't you know, how much I Love you? you have no idea right? where goes all the promises you've made? i miss you? where? i love you?

I'm not gonna make myself hurt just because of you..i'm going to be strong now, and i don't need you anymore. guys like you are JERKS. JERKS. thats it. thats the perfect word for you, right? you're in a RELATIONSHIP??? your facebook tells me so. and what, you've told me you're not ready and what the fcking hell is that? you think its funny, is it? tell me... sorry, i don't have time for you anymore, there's lots of things to do than sitting down here, waiting for you. i'm sorry, but this is the best way to do..


i've got my friends.
i've got my families.
and i don't need you, anymore..
no more you, dammit.


~ i don't understand whats going one in my mind. sometimes, i'm all fine and sometimes i kept my mouth shut. whats going on here? dammit. this is killing me.

; i'm feeling allright now.. after i got into my new school now, i make lots of friends. friends that lives far away from me. friends that i can depend on. i just love you guys so muchh.. VFX Tv1001A and TV1001B, i love you guyss... AWWWH!


GUYS.

he's taken.
he's taken too.
left me, but, its okay. i'm fine. just stay single till the right time comes. thats all..
awwwwh!