it's been sooo damn long that i've blog. oh my.. but now, i'm all back now.
so here we go again, its the year 2010. i've got into a NEW school which is ITE Tampines. NEW friends were made. NEW teachers. NEW, almost everything. I just love it so much. It is way more better than last year. what i mean is, i felt great than the way before. yeah, i'm doing fine now... so, lots of story to tell, lots of dramas happened within this 5 months.. oh yeahh..
firstly, i miss my late grandpa so muchh! he passed away on the 16TH FEB 2010. It hurts at first, knowing that he's gone. I've cried alot... this year, i've cried quite alot. i'm letting you go.. rest in peace, grandpa. i love you.
Farkhan, you left me without a word. how dare you did this to me.. and now, you're watching me from far..and i'm not going to interrupt in your life anymore. whats going to happen to you, i strictly don't care at all. don't you know, how much I Love you? you have no idea right? where goes all the promises you've made? i miss you? where? i love you?
I'm not gonna make myself hurt just because of you..i'm going to be strong now, and i don't need you anymore. guys like you are JERKS. JERKS. thats it. thats the perfect word for you, right? you're in a RELATIONSHIP??? your facebook tells me so. and what, you've told me you're not ready and what the fcking hell is that? you think its funny, is it? tell me... sorry, i don't have time for you anymore, there's lots of things to do than sitting down here, waiting for you. i'm sorry, but this is the best way to do..
i've got my friends.
i've got my families.
and i don't need you, anymore..
no more you, dammit.
~ i don't understand whats going one in my mind. sometimes, i'm all fine and sometimes i kept my mouth shut. whats going on here? dammit. this is killing me.
; i'm feeling allright now.. after i got into my new school now, i make lots of friends. friends that lives far away from me. friends that i can depend on. i just love you guys so muchh.. VFX Tv1001A and TV1001B, i love you guyss... AWWWH!
GUYS.
he's taken.
he's taken too.
left me, but, its okay. i'm fine. just stay single till the right time comes. thats all..
awwwwh!