Hello! Its been awhile since I've start to blog.. Lots of things to type out.. haha..
Firstly, N level has ended, i felt great though. but somehow, i felt scared, about the results.. Hmm, but i have a lil confident, that i've pass! we'll see thenn.. so after N level, decided to look for a JOB! .. lots of dramas here and there,, haha,, well, i've finally got one, EVENT CREW at the Aiport.. together with my classmates,, its like all of a sudden, BETTY call me, today, i was SHOCKED! haha,, call atikah first,haha,, i;m so happy,,, at first i thought i didnt get it, cause they couldnt reach me as my pp8 have not yet topup - HAHA.. so ,i was sad at first.. then, she called me today, cant believe it.. haha..

so, 1ST November, the day that i hope he would asked me that qns again, ended with a sad ending.. he did not do what i was hoping for. but, i understand his situation now, yah, its exams now , so i dont hoped it too much. i know, he would not do it, i just got the feelings.. i'm supposely does not need to wait for someone who is a heartless person,, what for having a nice , handsome face but has a heart that is made of stone? what for? How i wish i had not known him , i woudnt be like this.. and now, let me live my life happily,, i hope he wont find me.. i just wanna forget him.. and start a new life,, new job, made new friends, do new things... i just hoped , i can cope with this. hahaha,,, thats ME!


why must LOVE?
WHY?