Today is the sad day for me. My four friends left to San Francisco today. And i did send them off with the rest of my friends. Wake up call by Izat, thanks. And went off to Airport with Eyfa at 6am plus. Reached there,I tried to help myself to be happy. But end up, I miss them so much. After sending them off, went to Macdonald's for breakfast and off to school for the Pixar exhibition. Felt happy,great but abit missing someone. I miss his lame jokes and her 'sorry?''excuse me,'. I kept thinking about them. After that, went to Jurong Point with the whole VFX, to eat. And i sat beside him. It's like, i didn't plan to sit beside him. Hm, it's okay then. SUDDENLY, i saw something which i was not supposed to see. Well, i can't tell here. Just asked me will do privately. I was like, abit hurt......
(You like me, but yet when i saw THAT, I felt as though i was being playing and toying around. Please, tell me the truth. I hate two faced people.)
After eating and after i saw THAT, i kept my distance away from him. AWAY!! Later; me, sadiq,taufik and fadzli went to ORCHARD CENTRAL. We ate, sleep and window shopping. It was FUN!! Fadzli told me about what si dier tuh told him. And si dier tuh text Taufik asking about me..( ASKED ME )
Fika came to me and asked me what happened to me about the last few posts about Farkhan. I told her, it's nothing.. I don't know where he is now and why should i care, it's none of my problem. He don't care about me, and i also don't care about him. JERK!
Well Fika, i just need time to heal my wound that is still hurt. I can't possibly forget him just like that, i need more time to erase him off. Too many, too many memories that i've still kept.. Don't you thing that i'm not gonna come back to you.. No, i'm not gonna come back farkhan..
>> usually i'm not like that, i'm not like how i am now.. This Nurul Natassha have changed. I'm not like what you used to think of.. I'm gonna give up on you.. Don'try to tell me what to do and say better off that way. A way that you want, FREEDOM. I'm giving you now.
>> I know tha you like me, A. But, after i saw THAT, i felt that i'm just a girl that you've replace so easily after the previous one that you loved.. I felt as though, the LIKE that you've told me, is just for a while. I don't believe to what you've told me. Seriously. If you truly like me, what must you do? i'm not forcing, i'm just asking, what must you do? thats all. You asked them why i never talked to you where you just go walk alone, and when i called you to walked with us, you disappear. What is this? are you afraid to tell me that you like me, and treated me like as if, i'm invicible? haiyo. this is what i called , a guy that likes a girl but didn't to want to show it..
DEAR NURUL NATASSHA BINTE JUMMAD, YOU'RE SICK!! I MISS HIM. I MISS CREBO. I MISS HER. I MISS LATE GRANDPA..
> cause i'm in love with you and wants to accept you. but, this is what i get... fck.
fck much.