It's holiday time! Time for all of us to ENJOYY!! Well now that i'm on holiday, i felt restless. why? because,staying at home all day long seems to me, it's kind of BORED, nothing else to do, besides ; Eating,Sleeping,Facing the Computer all day long.. It's like,a person with NO LIFE! hahaha!! I'm searching for a job now, serious. ( am not KIDDING! ) Haiyo!! So, let me tell you what happened Yesterday.
went out with MUM. buying things for my aunt. went to EXPO, JohnLittle having sale and mum bought a pair of shoes. it's pretty though. suits her well, as long as she love it, i'm happy about it..YEAH!
after a long day out, got back home, settle everything down and i just couldn't get myself to SLEEP. call IZAT. call FADZLI. and CONFERENCE with them, plus TAUFIK.. talked crap here and there.. till like 3am plus! WOOHOO! But, soon after that, i text Crebo till i fall asleep waiting for his reply!! sorry! haha..
SO......
Morning, reply Crebo texts.. ( GO EAT MEDICINE LAH BACIN!! ) he's sick, and yet so stubborn.. ergh!! hahaha.. so, am still planning about THIS FRIDAY! i want to search for a JOB. PLEASE!! I want it so BADLY!!! *sigh
So here's the PLAN :
Friday: going out, to Orchard..and anywhere else. i don't care as long as i get to go out, it's GOOD!! hmm, still thinking of what to add on..
~ LOVE :
I'm worried. I know that ; What's past, is past. Thanks Fadzli..Thanks to you too Taufik, for the advises. But, it isn't easy to forget about him.. And i need you guys around me,to be with me. I'm trying my VERY best to forget it, give me sometime guys. And that Confession, i know that he likes me, but, i'm sorry i can't, let's just be friends. Friends will do. I'm not prepared for all this Relationships that doesn't give me happiness but sadness all the way. And now, when i'm reaching for that happiness, something blocked me.And it's your Confession.. I'm sorry if it hurts you, but, i hope, you understand how i feel right now.... right now, i'm in the process to not fall in love with anybody else, and no one can force me too till i want it myself.. and i'm gonna prove to Farkhan that I can live without him in my life.. i'm gonna do that..
This is life. We all must go through this. Life must go on with or without you, Farkhan. I can do it.. I just wanna wish you all the best in life. I hope you're happy with Her..
Take care.
Amin.
<3 Nat.(the girl that once a part of your life)