Its been so longg. I'm lazy to update it. Serious. Well, shall start updating it again.
Currently, I'm obsessed with all Kalysa's songs. Well, since i've watched a malay drama called, ' Puteri Omera ', i just love the songs played during the drama. It's alternative rock. I'm loving it. How i wished, i would be like her. Wouldn't it be great? I'm listening to her songs now..
: Dan Semestinya
: Pupus
: Mengejar Mimpi
: Senyum
: Sampai Bila
: Airmata
: Cahaya
: Angin( Bawa ku pergi )
* These were the songs that i would listen to, everyday. Each songs has a beautiful meaning in it and it all goes to this one person. I'm sure you know who. It's F.
I miss him terribly.. How i wish, i could turn back the time and make only those days i've spent with him to just stay the way it is. I really treasured those days. Real deep.. I've told him that i would wait for him. No matter how hard it is. Eventhough now, there's one or two guys that like me out there, my heart says no to you guys. I'm not raising any one hopes. It's just that, i'm into somebody else, which is F. So, there's no point waiting for me.... Friends did asked me, Until when must i wait for F? And i say, I will wait. Shall wait. He knows it.. This is the first feeling ever. Serious. I may want to bitch around, but no. I'm not that type. That bitching game is not for me.. I can do it, but not to F. Only to those jerks.
F, he's not a jerk. He's the nice and polite guy ever. I won't forget the good deeds you've did to me..
(Hey there friend, do cheer up. What for having a heartbreak everytime you fail to be in love? Haish. We're young. We're strong. There're more things to do rather than you falling in love with a wrong person at a wrong time. Cheer up girl. You're strong, i know. :D)
School's fine. All assigments done, except the new one which is 3DM.. Well, mine is to design a hole puncher. At first, i thought that it would be damn hard, but as i go through it with my friends who has the same theme as mine, it seems easy though. haha. like what people say ; belum try belum tahu. LOL!!
~ Selagi ku masih hidup, ku inginkan mu sayang. Selagi jantung masih berdetap ku menunggumu sayang. nyawaku pupus.