Oh well. I didn't go to school today. I'm tired and lazy. Sorry, for not joining you guys and girls out there. Haish. Tired, you know!! Sleep around 3am plus. Wakes up at 10am. Oh yeahh. Now, still in a sleepy mode...
Thanks SB<3 for accompanying me last night.. Its great to chat with you..Thanks for the concern about, the guy that i told you SB<3.. I can solve it myself, insyallah.. Don't worry, ok? :D
** People do need a second chance.. Believe in yourself, you can change to be a better one.. All we need is time. Time helps to heal this wound...
Mum told me lots of stuffs today. Its all about the past. The past stories that she had. The good and the bad ones. The unforgettable memories.. The one that makes my heart pain.. The ones that touches my heart and makes me cry..
* THE LATES...
To my late grandfather(my mum side) ; Allahyarham Abdul Aziz bin Sam, I know that you sacrificed for me alot. Thanks. I appreciate it when you once told my mum, ' Kalau aku panjang umur, anak kau ni (me) akan aku jaga. Akan aku besarkan dengan duit aku sendiri. Aku kasi dia makan dan juga pelajarannya. '
Terima kasih. Acha sangat menghargainya, walaupun Atuk pergi dulu, Acha tetap akan mengingati apa kata-kata Atuk yang telah Atuk ucapkan. Acha rindu Atuk...
To my late grandfather(my father side) ; Allahyarham Haji Mohkreh bin Hasbari, I miss you.
Nurul rindu Atuk. Walaupun, sudah beberapa bulan yang lalu Atuk meninggalkan kami, Nurul masih rasa kehadiran Atuk.
I still remember the day that you passed away, i was in the same room with you. You were, saying something that makes me confusing. I just asked you, ' Yer tuk, nak apa? ' Then, you were closing your eyes, i thought you were sleeping. After i came back from bringing the kids to the swimming pool,, something happened. You're gone. Thats the worst. I changed the cloth for you. And as i changed it, my tears drip non stop. Eyes were damn red.. The next day, i cried alot.... I told myself not to, but i can't. I regret. For all this while, i've not been visiting you unlike the others... Now, what's gone can't come back.
* Their soul will be released during Ramadhan. I can't wait for Ramadhan. I'm trying to change myself. Insyallah..
Amin.