I'm upside down. Feeling so upset,angry and disappointed. You know why? Because, you all CHANGE. You told me, not to change and to remember you always. I did as what you told. But, you the one who CHANGE. What happened?? I don't feel good. This is not the first time in fact it is the second time. I had enough of this. You want it this way, i'll give it. Thank you so much for this. I accept this with an open HEART.
STAY...........................................................
If you, if you could return
Don't let it burn, don't let it fade
I'm sure I'm not being rude
But it's just your attitude
It's tearing me apart
It's ruining everything
I swore, I swore I would be true
And honey so did you
So why you were you holding her hand
Is that the way we stand
Were you lying all the time
Was it just a game to you
But I'm in so deep, you know I'm such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
Do you have to let it linger
Oh, I thought the world of you
I thought nothing could go wrong
But I was wrong, I was wrong
If you, if you could get by
Trying not to lie
Things wouldn't be so confused
And I wouldn't feel so used
But you always really knew
I just wanna be with you.............
I'm stress now. About school work. About others. Crebo, thanks for yesterday.. I know that you were joking around ,
Crebo: After you get sick, you're bedridden. Then you die. When you die, I laugh like nobody's business. HAHAHA!!
Me: What a friend! But, if one day i die, would you laugh?
Crebo: I won't. I cried. :(
Me: * telling him the reasons *
Crebo: You can't die. If you die, you don't take me as your friend.
*** Thanks for wanting to accompanied me to the hospital. I appreciate it friend. Thanks for the advises... I'm going to be strong, It's just that I'm afraid it may get worse..
I don't want to lose my love ones. I really don't..
Alright, the pain is here. I got to go. Bye.