I know. There's something wrong somewhere. I don't know why. You sent me that text and you've made me cry again. Thinking, what wrong have I done again?? Why? If i've made you feel that way, i'm sorry. But, I just don't know what's going on here.
You said, ' It will be a lie if you don't miss or loved someone thats hard to let it go.. Take care.' And I went, BLUR. I don't understand what you were trying to tell me.. Please, tell me what's wrong dear. Tell me will you. I don't wish you to hide anything from me cause i don't wish to not knowing something that i must know about. I know you're lying. If you're reading this, please, text me cause I miss you. You know what, I'm crying now as i'm typing all this...
I have no idea, why are we always like this. Happy and the next moment, sad. I'm not feeling well here. And it makes me more weak when you said that.. Yes! Maybe I miss him, as a friend. But I've learned to let him go. And when you said TakeCare, It's like as if you're leaving me. Are you?? Tell me. Are you going to do that? Are you?? I hope no. I don't wish to lose someone.. I had enough of losing one. And now?
I just wish everything would be fine. Just fine. Be fine. And i'll be fine..
Maybe painting helps to cheer me up. Maybe. I'll give it a try then..
I'll continue later on.